Wednesday, February 21, 2007 ;
Well, I really don't know.. We are a family isn't it?? Everybody's finding excuses for themselves.. This one says: "Need to go visiting.." That one says: "need to study" That one says: "Dun ask him la.. See tat time he like so bored liddat" This one say: "Ask her lo" But where's she??
I really wonder.. Where's my lovely, memorable, fun, cheerful, easy-going, cute, Secondary four friends.. I'm not the one who organised meetings now.. They are always the ones to do that.. I can't be bothered about organising outings.. Don't u remember? I'm always the one to organise meetings to East Coast for a cycle, organise a group outing to the movie, to slack, to chat, to gather just for gathering.. But haven u realise I'm no longer the name that appear on you all de phone when someone msg to say there's an outing..
BECAUSE, we are all on the different phrase of lives where we met new friends, nevertheless i really hope we are the CLOSEST.. BUT, have you realise? All your excuses I heard makes me tired. Makes me disappointed, makes me sick of smsing.. I used to be so active in smsing.. Used to love sending greetings, used to love sending lots of rubbish message.. But all i got were the rising of my phone bill and an occassional sweet message.. That's all in the past now...
" Today got lots of project/homework to do"
" Today cannot.. Cux got work"
" I very tired after a whole day of school"
" Need to study"
" No time.. I very busy"
" Cannot wake up in time.. Dun wanna go le"
" Need to go......."
" Anniversary coming, so cannot accompany u all"
" No reason, just dun feel like going"
Sounds familar??
Yeah.. Me too..
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Yesterday went to watched a movie.. ONLY me, YS, Oink, Wendy and Nat were there.. I met YS at her house de bus stop only to know that KB need to study, Ru hua going visiting, Ah Pek and Quek not going oso.. Wad a disappointment.. I thought it's gonna be another outing.. Where all animals will be present.. But anyway, it's their choices isn't it?? And sorry Quek.. I didn't know that u are the last to know.. But I heard from YS that she just wanna confirm who's going before informing you.. But anyway, guess wad, I'm also the last to know of many things.. Isn't it??
"YS passed her exam"
me: "Really?? I didn't know.. "
YS: thought i told you le?? Dun haf ar.. Paisey.."
It's all the same isn't it..
But anyway, we went to watch Ghost rider.. Den after that go walk walk around.. Well, I'm a easily satisfied person.. Just the present of the animals can make me happy.. So to those who were present, I had an enjoyable time.. Thou i'll be happier if the rest were there... There's some times when i felt left out.. Where u all walk in pairs and didn't realise I'm being left behind, walking alone looking at your back views.. I stopped at a point of time to look at some stuff and turn around only to realise I'm left behind, and you all walking and talking happily up in front.. Well, I told myself it's ok.. Cux a lot of times, those things that i want to see is not those that you all would like.. So it's ok.. But seriously, that is the time that makes me realise how i miss my poly friends.. There's some of us that shares lots of common interest.. Esp SY.. We can just Linger around comics shop, etc etc etc and tok bout it whole day.. I wonder if the gap between us(the animals) is caused by our different newly developed interest.. Anyway, we went to eat at this malay stall.. Den after that go walk walk around..
At the end of the day, I brought:
-Necklace
-2 bracelet
-stripe leggings
-note book
Hehex.. =)
I really wonder.. Where's my lovely, memorable, fun, cheerful, easy-going, cute, Secondary four friends.. I'm not the one who organised meetings now.. They are always the ones to do that.. I can't be bothered about organising outings.. Don't u remember? I'm always the one to organise meetings to East Coast for a cycle, organise a group outing to the movie, to slack, to chat, to gather just for gathering.. But haven u realise I'm no longer the name that appear on you all de phone when someone msg to say there's an outing..
BECAUSE, we are all on the different phrase of lives where we met new friends, nevertheless i really hope we are the CLOSEST.. BUT, have you realise? All your excuses I heard makes me tired. Makes me disappointed, makes me sick of smsing.. I used to be so active in smsing.. Used to love sending greetings, used to love sending lots of rubbish message.. But all i got were the rising of my phone bill and an occassional sweet message.. That's all in the past now...
" Today got lots of project/homework to do"
" Today cannot.. Cux got work"
" I very tired after a whole day of school"
" Need to study"
" No time.. I very busy"
" Cannot wake up in time.. Dun wanna go le"
" Need to go......."
" Anniversary coming, so cannot accompany u all"
" No reason, just dun feel like going"
Sounds familar??
Yeah.. Me too..
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Yesterday went to watched a movie.. ONLY me, YS, Oink, Wendy and Nat were there.. I met YS at her house de bus stop only to know that KB need to study, Ru hua going visiting, Ah Pek and Quek not going oso.. Wad a disappointment.. I thought it's gonna be another outing.. Where all animals will be present.. But anyway, it's their choices isn't it?? And sorry Quek.. I didn't know that u are the last to know.. But I heard from YS that she just wanna confirm who's going before informing you.. But anyway, guess wad, I'm also the last to know of many things.. Isn't it??
"YS passed her exam"
me: "Really?? I didn't know.. "
YS: thought i told you le?? Dun haf ar.. Paisey.."
It's all the same isn't it..
But anyway, we went to watch Ghost rider.. Den after that go walk walk around.. Well, I'm a easily satisfied person.. Just the present of the animals can make me happy.. So to those who were present, I had an enjoyable time.. Thou i'll be happier if the rest were there... There's some times when i felt left out.. Where u all walk in pairs and didn't realise I'm being left behind, walking alone looking at your back views.. I stopped at a point of time to look at some stuff and turn around only to realise I'm left behind, and you all walking and talking happily up in front.. Well, I told myself it's ok.. Cux a lot of times, those things that i want to see is not those that you all would like.. So it's ok.. But seriously, that is the time that makes me realise how i miss my poly friends.. There's some of us that shares lots of common interest.. Esp SY.. We can just Linger around comics shop, etc etc etc and tok bout it whole day.. I wonder if the gap between us(the animals) is caused by our different newly developed interest.. Anyway, we went to eat at this malay stall.. Den after that go walk walk around..
At the end of the day, I brought:
-Necklace
-2 bracelet
-stripe leggings
-note book
Hehex.. =)
``With Love ; Jaime-sama *
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