Sunday, May 30, 2010 ;
It's so hard sometimes.. I hate it when my classmates all think of me as the 'Professional' ones, the most 'clever' one, the one whom this course is 'easiest' for.. Why do people likes to streotype?
Just because I graduated from ADM, just because i have a mere 2 yrs experience, doesn't makes me the best in class u know?
Furthermore if I'm really the best and know-it-all, wth am i taking the course for? Of course it's because I still need to learn more isn't it?
And it's ok if they stereotype me like this, I'll live with it.
But I seriously HATE it when they keep asking me how to do this, how to do that.. Yes I'll be happy to share my experience, but it doesn't mean I'm a know-it-all!
And what I despise most out of these classmates, are those who keep asking me how to do this or that, WITHOUT trying on their own first!
I mean, what's the point of you taking this course if you only want answers and don't learn anything from it? Seriously, just quit! If you try, and don't understand, you can tell me WHICH PART you don't understand instead of smsing me thing like, eh, you know how to do this this this or not? Like so what if I know? If i tell you the answer, you will only know the answer but still didn't get the point behind those answers isn't it?
ARGH... So upset.. If only I can hide my background and just be a normal student.. T^T
Just because I graduated from ADM, just because i have a mere 2 yrs experience, doesn't makes me the best in class u know?
Furthermore if I'm really the best and know-it-all, wth am i taking the course for? Of course it's because I still need to learn more isn't it?
And it's ok if they stereotype me like this, I'll live with it.
But I seriously HATE it when they keep asking me how to do this, how to do that.. Yes I'll be happy to share my experience, but it doesn't mean I'm a know-it-all!
And what I despise most out of these classmates, are those who keep asking me how to do this or that, WITHOUT trying on their own first!
I mean, what's the point of you taking this course if you only want answers and don't learn anything from it? Seriously, just quit! If you try, and don't understand, you can tell me WHICH PART you don't understand instead of smsing me thing like, eh, you know how to do this this this or not? Like so what if I know? If i tell you the answer, you will only know the answer but still didn't get the point behind those answers isn't it?
ARGH... So upset.. If only I can hide my background and just be a normal student.. T^T
``With Love ; Jaime-sama *
..:: left at 8:32 PM .
Sunday, May 09, 2010 ;
Long time since I update my blog..
10 more days and it'll be 1 month of me starting my new path at the training center..
So far the class was going pretty well, and course mates are funny and friendly too.
This coming Tuesday's class will require us to go out shopping on trends.. Looking forward to it!!
4 days since Sun sun celebrated her birthday, which also means 1 month and 4 days to my birthday.. Not going to plan anything special for this year, and not looking forward to that plus 1 to my age either.. 22 is still consider young, but it's already Young Adult.. I should start planning for my future and start saving.. Here's my aim:
1) To get a driving lesson before 25 yrs old
2) To get a car before 28 yrs old
3) Be successful in my career by 26 yrs old
Seems like there's a lot more for me to ponder about. What do I want in my career? I still can't be very sure.. The Parco next next program is calling out to me, but I lack the courage to try. I'm not that confident in my designs, and mostly because of my illustrating skills. And I also lack of that business concept. Our trainer show us a video on Valentino last Friday. It was really an eye opener to how his designs were done, for his Haute Couture, and how his collection always portrays a strong style to it. And it's sad to see him retiring, with his Last collection which I believe leaves a strong impression on many people. Fashion is a really intricate thing, full of challenges and hurdles ahead. Something that I don't see myself in, so how do I walk that path? So maybe merchandiser is more suitable for me, I thought. But nevertheless, being my own boss is still a part of my dream, so I shall walk along that path, and slowly find the light to it.
Anyway, I wanted to make a list of the things that I wanted, so that I won't forget when I get my allowance.. ^__^
1) New mouse
2) Apple-shaped Speaker (from TB)
3) Hair straightener
4) Storage units for my wardrobe
4) New computer table
5) Mini laptop table
6) Printer ink
7) Laptop case (For my new laptop which I've yet to receive.. ^__^)
8) New hardisk for laptop
Other things I want to do:
- Fix the aircon or get a new one
- Fix the desktop
- Finish my Japanese intermediate by end of 2011
My Japanese has been on hiatus since I finished my elementary. And this is bad because I'm starting to forgot a lot of stuffs without the constant practice. But I can't commit to the course now, because intermediate consist of 4 levels, which will take a total of 8 months. And throughout this 8 months, the class schedules and timing will be the same. Which I can't make this commitments because of my current class. If the company decide to sent me oversea after the internship, I can't continue my class. So I can only wait till my internship finish before I know what's going to happen for the future. So, Nihon-go~!! Matte kudasai!! I'll be back!!
Anyway, Super Junior's new album is going to be released on the 13th May. So excited about it!! And the MV teaser is cool.. Shows that oppas are going for a manlier look for their 4jib. Their song will be released tomorrow at 9am. Too bad I'll be in class.. But I'mm spam myself on it the moment I reach home!! Can't wait for it! Bonamana Daebak!!
Here's the teaser video to enjoy before their song's out tmr!!
Super Junior Funky <3 <3 <3
10 more days and it'll be 1 month of me starting my new path at the training center..
So far the class was going pretty well, and course mates are funny and friendly too.
This coming Tuesday's class will require us to go out shopping on trends.. Looking forward to it!!
4 days since Sun sun celebrated her birthday, which also means 1 month and 4 days to my birthday.. Not going to plan anything special for this year, and not looking forward to that plus 1 to my age either.. 22 is still consider young, but it's already Young Adult.. I should start planning for my future and start saving.. Here's my aim:
1) To get a driving lesson before 25 yrs old
2) To get a car before 28 yrs old
3) Be successful in my career by 26 yrs old
Seems like there's a lot more for me to ponder about. What do I want in my career? I still can't be very sure.. The Parco next next program is calling out to me, but I lack the courage to try. I'm not that confident in my designs, and mostly because of my illustrating skills. And I also lack of that business concept. Our trainer show us a video on Valentino last Friday. It was really an eye opener to how his designs were done, for his Haute Couture, and how his collection always portrays a strong style to it. And it's sad to see him retiring, with his Last collection which I believe leaves a strong impression on many people. Fashion is a really intricate thing, full of challenges and hurdles ahead. Something that I don't see myself in, so how do I walk that path? So maybe merchandiser is more suitable for me, I thought. But nevertheless, being my own boss is still a part of my dream, so I shall walk along that path, and slowly find the light to it.
Anyway, I wanted to make a list of the things that I wanted, so that I won't forget when I get my allowance.. ^__^
1) New mouse
2) Apple-shaped Speaker (from TB)
3) Hair straightener
4) Storage units for my wardrobe
4) New computer table
5) Mini laptop table
6) Printer ink
7) Laptop case (For my new laptop which I've yet to receive.. ^__^)
8) New hardisk for laptop
Other things I want to do:
- Fix the aircon or get a new one
- Fix the desktop
- Finish my Japanese intermediate by end of 2011
My Japanese has been on hiatus since I finished my elementary. And this is bad because I'm starting to forgot a lot of stuffs without the constant practice. But I can't commit to the course now, because intermediate consist of 4 levels, which will take a total of 8 months. And throughout this 8 months, the class schedules and timing will be the same. Which I can't make this commitments because of my current class. If the company decide to sent me oversea after the internship, I can't continue my class. So I can only wait till my internship finish before I know what's going to happen for the future. So, Nihon-go~!! Matte kudasai!! I'll be back!!
Anyway, Super Junior's new album is going to be released on the 13th May. So excited about it!! And the MV teaser is cool.. Shows that oppas are going for a manlier look for their 4jib. Their song will be released tomorrow at 9am. Too bad I'll be in class.. But I'mm spam myself on it the moment I reach home!! Can't wait for it! Bonamana Daebak!!
Here's the teaser video to enjoy before their song's out tmr!!
Super Junior Funky <3 <3 <3
``With Love ; Jaime-sama *
..:: left at 10:39 PM .